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Before vs After

It’s been a while since I’ve posted. I’m long overdue! The reason is that I’ve been going through. First, let me just start by sharing this amazing dream I had. It explained everything.

So I dreamed that I drove to a previous address, and when I walked in, it was as if time had been frozen; either that or everyone just bailed. While walking around, I was complaining about the mess, and before I knew it, the walls began to crack. As the walls were cracking, I began to scramble, trying to find my keys. Before I could find my keys & before the house could cave in on me, I woke up!

I thought, ” Gosh, well, I have no idea what that meant. The dream was so real that I tried to find any interpretation I could online. I was unsuccessful. The internet gave me too many options, and as an indecisive person, this did nothing but frustrate me. So I prayed and asked God to please show me what it is he’s trying to tell me because I did not understand.

Ask, and you shall receive people. Little did I know, the next time I went to sleep, I had the same dream, only this time God was with me. We walked through my old house together as he pointed to different items, asking me what these things represent to me. Each time I answered, he always replied: “Let it go.”

Finally, when we get to the topic of my keys. I notice God is holding my missing keys in his hand. He asked me, “If you lost your keys today, would you drive to a previous address to find them?” I, of course, replied “no.” He, in response to my non-answer, said: “Then why are you doing this with your life?”

Talk about an “ah-hah” moment! I have been so busy digging in my past, focusing and complaining about everything that’s ever happened to me, that when it’s time to go to my future, I cannot find my dang keys lol!

Moral of my story, the before vs after; be exactly where you are, wherever you are. Don’t think too much! If you do decide to dabble in time, dabble ahead. However, try to dabble in the now. Right now is all that you can control sometimes. Practice this so that you don’t find yourself in a place you’ve already been, looking for keys in a place you no longer stay! Trust me, you will never find them.

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